I don't care anymore

You think I forgot you

and have no more to write

well, deaf have tales of you and legends…

and eyes and gazes..

where breath stills tight

as no more cameras dare to shoot you

yet unsighted like me feel your presence

no stars hangout to wait for you

while moons get lost on shortest shores

no suns can find you to give up their frowns…

to borrow your  smile to wear it once more

I don't care anymore…

I have you with me closer than ever

what else do you think makes me happy?

than pile up all the 'missing' I've ever

and hand them over to you at once

in every trembling but thoughtful glance

I pass by this lonely Christmas tree

flower garlands and ribbons cut off 

as if it's you without your show off!

I don't care anymore

I have you forever

In Christmas...

In New Year, on trees and in songs

I see you in my books, in each drop of rain

I have you in all what's beauty and real

I have you wherever…I don't care anymore